you said u was about to get married, wot stopped you and how old were you? do u regret your decision not marrying? how your girl feel about it at the time?
lol wot. she thinks i did something i didnt do. AND that i did it to spite her or to piss her off or something…. all untrue. but she “knows” (thinks) its true, she got mad and doesnt wanna talk to me anymore. thats how she is though, ive seen her to do it many times. i just hoped it would never be me.
sounds silly but thats what happen.
regret? if i had any regrets, that means all those fuck ups i made a long the way wouldnt have molded me into the better person that i am today. when u learn something, you always have to pay up; learning about myself, becoming a better person, learning how to control my emotions and anger… thats what it cost me. sad.
but life goes on.
